Let's come clean.

I'm such a loser boy 'coz I'm fall in love with you.
Yet, thats doesn't mean I can be close to you,

intensionally or unintensionally.

But, shame on me.
How can I find a new love while I'm crawling to seek HIS love ?


I'm such a coward boy, 'coz I'm afraid of losing you.
Yet, thats doesn't mean I can let my gaze upon your beauty,

intensionally or unintensionally.

But, shame on me.
How would I be able to hold you while I find a distance between me and HIM ?


A stranger you were once,
but somehow,
I can feel a special bond of you and me,
and I wonder on how to make it as a halal way.


And I finally worked out the ways of loving you by. .

. . fasting while I can,
just to ensure my love towards you isn't affected by lust.

. . keep praying,
that you'll be mine someday.

. . hoping the word "patience" works fine with me,
to the day we will meet,
as one.

InsyaAllah.